Another day of waiting with my heart full of doubts,
Will you come, will you not?
Shall I cry if you will not arrive?
Tomorrow, I hope my waiting is over,
And see an angel's face everyday and forever.
When you came, you were drunk and blind,
I was on a nightmare when you lay on my bed,
Your breath with wine mesmerized my deep sleep,
Suddenly, strange kiss with two empty lips,
Darkness hide our arms as it travelled with a blazing heat.
Your drunkeness is contagious,
I was drunk with your beauty and embrace,
Lost with your fragrance, I surrendered,
You were my queen, I was your slave,
You were a heavy rain in the middle of my long drought.
Promises in the midst of insanity,
Broken fast as the sun conquered the dawn,
Sun lighted the bed of new love,
Dried all wets, heated all cold,
Worlds of forbidden love easily forgot.
Light stolen a precious treasure from my heart,
Evil invaded my soul to c*ck a weapon,
Anger pushed my heartbeats to be a furious lion,
I wanted to explode, I wanted to roar,
Too late to harm, you were gone, I was lone.
Loneliness of my life is the wound of my heart,
Your image on my mind,is an illness of my whole,
Memories for a while are the nightmares of my dreams,
Promises we had made are the poison of my apetite,
The love we felt is the death of my soul.
Nevet thought, true love starts when it ends,
I should fly away, far, to live in heaven,
Should spread my wings, you were an abrupt burden,
Cried on my shoulders, begged, to join me in my independence,
No more wines and nightmares, wide awake as we hold our hands.
Another promise of love to wait,
A second chance, this time for true love,
Travelled for miles, you must to follow,
To be free, to be happy, in love for eternity,
Ow! How I wished it would be too soon.
I waited, days to weeks, weeks to months,
Couldn't eat, sleepless all nights,
Couldn't work, anxious all days,
Warm nights and hot days passed,
June rain dropped, I'm still alone, waiting for love.
You must have been the beautiful ending of this poem,
Only, if you arrive...
by: Yaj-ra Inayabga