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As I lay here thinking,
Forever contemplating,
I feel unsure.
How do I close that door?
The one to stop the pain,
Stop the blame,
I just want to be whole again.
You step away,
As though everything's okay.
Never considering,
Just how I'm feeling.
I know I will be whole again,
Someday, but when?
I put on a fake smile,
The one that lasts a mile.
Until I am alone,
Then the story unfold...


by:   Amber Page